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Jun 5 2018, 08:27 AM
Hey all Hi all!
I'm moving to a new apartment. It's got electricity but not internet yet, but my old apartment still has internet. Basically I'll be between the two places as much as possible when I'm not working.
If you want to reach me, Skype me, Discord me, or PM me. When/If I have the time, I'll post (maybe if work slows down I can take advantage of a work weekend or two).
Wish me luck!
Now to go do some laundry and fill my car with boxes!
May 10 2018, 12:56 PM
Okay. Time to give some real talk on what's kept me from the board, and also a bit of good at the end there.
Trigger Warning: Death, drugs, disease, and describing a depressing environment
So, I don't know if anyone has really noticed (thanks if you have), but I've been pretty absent from the site. I haven't been in the cbox as much, and my posting habits have suffered. Let me preface my explanation with saying I am not upset at anything Xenedria related, or Discord, or people or anything related to Xen. You are all awesome, your posts and weed have quite literally been the only thing keeping me sane.
My uncle died.
He was 55, and died of a fentanyl overdose when he was shooting heroin. We then found out that he'd stolen $300,000 from my grandmother's estate that he'd been in charge of. The funeral/wake was this previous weekend.
I was close to my uncle, and it was no secret in the family that I was his favorite of all my cousins. We had similar humor, we had secret jokes about the family, we even had the same maladjusted hand grip when we write (I strangle my pen, and balance it on my ring finger). Fuck, I mean, the guy promised to teach me stick so that he could give me his Harley if we fixed it up together.
I haven't been doing too good. I stopped taking my medication. I stopped bathing. I was crying daily. I started stuttering again and verbally mixing up my words. I've been losing weight like I have a disease, and quite possibly the only reason I'm sleeping is because of weed. Toss into the mix birthday depression, pinched nerve in my neck and my Aunt (same side of the family) being diagnosed with breast cancer that has possibly spread to her lymph nodes...
... I haven't felt much like writing.
I wanted to tell all of you this, because you're really amazing people, and there are some I've met that I already know are going to be life-long friends (whether you like it or not, you've got a Squibbles barnacle). I don't want to make this a big issue, so you don't have so send condolences or anything. I'm getting better, the funeral helped a lot.
But now for the lighter side of things (and one of the things also using up my energy and time).
Me and my roommate have been looking for a new place for a couple months. We found one just last week, and were told we got it this previous Monday. We have lots of pack, and plan, and set up. It's closer to work, a better neighborhood, closer to lots of shops that I have more interest in, and even has a place called 'Surf'n'Dogs' that has a dedicated gluten free Fryer, so I get to have whole-belly fried clams! (I've very excited about this).
I also got put onto a 7GB data plan for an extra $5 a month (I had a 3GB monthly plan for my phone).
I'm going to try getting back to where I want to be on Xenedria, and I have no plans to drop any characters (actually, rather I have like three characters I want to bring in, and a species to finish!), or leave Xenedria.
I just wanted to say thanks for being there, and being a lighthouse for me for the past month or so, I can't really ever explain how much your lovely smutty writing help, but it did.